Today

I attended my 4 year old's pre-school
parent/teacher conference
I struggle with a lot of guilt
having her on the seizure meds
she was out of it for 3 1/2 years
the most formitive years
for a child
I wonder if she will be able to catch up
She is so far behind
it is completely overwhelming
for me as her mom
I cannot fathom how overwhelmed
she must feel with all of the info
she is being introduced to
I know everything will work out
just the way it is suppose to...
but I have a lot of work in front of me
I feel like I have to make up for the 3 1/2 years lost
over the course of this one year...

she is a very bright child,
I know she can do it.