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Thursday, September 16, 2010

Oh, well,

somewhere amidst the disaster in my house
I let go of my desire to keep it all up, to keep it all tidy, to have it all 'perfect'

somehow I thought if my life felt out of control and didn't feel perfect,
then I could see 'something' along the lines of perfection

while my kids have been sick, I have needed to let go

it was so peaceful, so relaxing, so enjoyable
to forget about everything else

learning to take care of me, and set my priorities has been a slow process

in the mess of everything else right now
my heart is ready to overflow with joy

the joy my children bring to my life
I can live with the mess
{for a little while}

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