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Monday, November 28, 2011

I am amazed

how very alone I feel
surrounded by all these people 
that genuinely care and love for real
at the end of the day 
I am left to deal with life
on my own terms
not being cherished as the wife
the dreams I had of our family
no companion to share my every need
each savored moment I take in alone
putting on a smile and trying to succeed
takes every ounce of energy
consuming all my time and demanding even more
sometimes I question and I wonder
is this worth it and what am I fighting for

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