chicken pox
{go figure}
two have already had them
hoping four more get them quickly...
B
Friday, January 13, 2012
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Monday, January 9, 2012
if I were a hateful person
i would want to kill you right now
if i were an envious person
i would make you hurt more than i do
if i was a person who kept score
i would be getting even
if i reacted to the worlds standards
you would be a hurting unit
if i let my anger control my actions
you would be in jail right now
if i was a just person
i would try to forgive you
if i would see you as another human
i could learn to accept your behavior but not excuse it
if i let your pain consume me
it would destroy my life...
if i were an envious person
i would make you hurt more than i do
if i was a person who kept score
i would be getting even
if i reacted to the worlds standards
you would be a hurting unit
if i let my anger control my actions
you would be in jail right now
if i was a just person
i would try to forgive you
if i would see you as another human
i could learn to accept your behavior but not excuse it
if i let your pain consume me
it would destroy my life...
Saturday, January 7, 2012
break down the walls
that solidify my heart
and consume me with enduring patience
take the strength that I carry to prove it to myself
and help me to accept graciously
distract negative thoughts that evolve from my mind to tongue
and allow me to set proper boundaries
remove anger, resentment, hatred and fear
replace with a calmness that can be shared
help me to let go of the choices other have inflicted on my life
give me understanding when I feel like putting up a fight
let me exemplify the purest sweetest love I can give
my blessings and rewards simply are so obvious
and consume me with enduring patience
take the strength that I carry to prove it to myself
and help me to accept graciously
distract negative thoughts that evolve from my mind to tongue
and allow me to set proper boundaries
remove anger, resentment, hatred and fear
replace with a calmness that can be shared
help me to let go of the choices other have inflicted on my life
give me understanding when I feel like putting up a fight
let me exemplify the purest sweetest love I can give
my blessings and rewards simply are so obvious
Thursday, January 5, 2012
being a mother
is more challenging than i imagined
makes me feel extremely blest
causes me to reason and reflect
forces me to be my best
is more rewarding than i could have fathomedbrings me great joy
has tested my faith
teaches me endurancegives me my greatest blessings
tries and tests my patience
has taught me immensely about myself is something i always wanted to do
has taught me about myself gifted me this opportunity of raising
{you and you and you and you and you and you AND you}
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
confusion
consumes my time and energy
don't know what i want or need to be
thinking... wondering... contemplating my next move
takes control of what i have to prove
it is exhausting with these thoughts circling about
causing me to question, forcing me to doubt
what is it that i am so confused about
i am not sure, but i need to figure it out
don't know what i want or need to be
thinking... wondering... contemplating my next move
takes control of what i have to prove
it is exhausting with these thoughts circling about
causing me to question, forcing me to doubt
what is it that i am so confused about
i am not sure, but i need to figure it out
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Happy New Year!
I am anticipating the beginning of a fresh bright new year...
and I am going to make the best of it!
and I am going to make the best of it!
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