I keep trudging

through this knee high pile of #@%$

i sometimes question what i have done wrong

it just doesn't seem like

i deserve to be trudging through such high piles

and they never end

they just seem to get deeper

i gotta believe there is a purpose

i know there is a better way

i have faith that i will get through

and i will be stronger because of it

{it's just the trudging through that is so difficult}