I long for

simple touch

a warm embrace

true compassion

dignity and respect

Happy Birthday!

to my baby...
He is #3 today!
He is growing up soo fast,
I don't know where the time goes...

He is loud, vivacious, strong-willed, tough,
obnoxious, tolerant, resilient, adorable, 
sweet and turning into a big boy!

He is definitely living up to the definition of his name:
Keegan - little fiery one,
{and that he is}

He is so much fun to have around,
and makes everyone laugh several times a day.
I am thankful to be his mommy,
and love watching him change and grow!

Happy Birthday buddy!

Happy Thanksgiving!

I am {thankful} for...

a loving, forgiving God

7 beautiful children

my health

a place to call home

a car to drive

clothes to wear

a job

an education

life's lessons

loving parents

little kisses

big bear hugs

cuddles

touch

compassion

positive influences

my brothers and sister

supportive friends

my faith

a bed to sleep in at night

laughter

peace

the beauty of nature

the seasons of change...

i have invested

so much of me into all of you

that there seems to be too little of me left

life is a beautiful

story unfolding before my eyes

and I get to savor

every moment

that I am capable of investing 

myself into

I breathe in so much elegance

and exhale so much pain

and still yet I look around and smile

I am so fulfilled and blessed

Why do I

continue to become so invested in others that I forget about myself?
Why am I
making poor choices that could lead to regret?
Why do I 
focus so much energy on others that I am exhausted when I need to focus my energy on what is truly important?
Why am I
feeling so confused, alone, and scared?
Why do I
feel so beaten down and tired?

once again

I am mesmerized 
by 
Your infinite wisdom
Your faithful guidance
Your unending providence
Your unlimited forgiveness
Your never ceasing compassion
Your gentle touch
Your subtle grace